On Alter Egos

My alter ego is a phenomenal ultra runner who has no fear

Prior every important event in my life, I consciously step into my alter-ego who has superpowers.
Like all respectable superheroes, I take off my normal clothes, put on a cape and fly. Or run forever. 

It’s not just about wearing the outfit of the superhero; It’s a full transformation. I think, talk, act like him. And I can do what he can do. This gives me an enormous physical & psychological power and freedom to conquer and fail.
After all, this alter ego is not really me; I am only partially responsible of his words and actions. And achievements if any. I am still in the driving seat but removed enough so that the strong limiting opinions and beliefs I hold about myself, do not to interfere with his magic.

I do that before important training sessions, races, speeches and business meetings. 
This is nothing new. We used to do it as kids when playing fantasy characters, as teenagers to impress someone, we do it every day to conduct business. 

The important keyword here is “consciously”; it’s not just part of the motions. It’s an intentional set of actions to become the person I need to be in that circumstance.

While the context changes depending on the situation, the drill is typically the same.
Taking running a race as the pertinent example, this would be:

1. Build a crystal clear profile of the alter ego. Over the course of weeks/months before the race I imagine and write down the traits of my alter ego. "He is a strong and powerful runner, who can run for days on end. He is light on his feet, and running comes easily with little effort. He is physically and mentally prepared to the top of his abilities; he can climb mountains with decision, he runs the flat with raw speed and goes downhill with style. He has always something in reserve for the final sprint. He has a solid nutritional and race plan and he is flexible to adapt when shit goes wrong. He is emotionally intelligent and confident, respects the challenge and all other participants.” I write down the specifics of his running too for the particular challenge. “He runs the first six hours at 5 min pace, and that feels totally fine. His heart rate is in low 130s and he talks the whole way with other runners..” 
2. Dress like the alter ego. Like Batman, the alter ego wears special garments and uses special equipment. Similarly, before the challenge, I carefully select and put aside the kit my alter ego wears, from the underwear to the race shorts and all the way to the sunglasses. I carefully clean and freshen up my running shoes. I have - or shall I say my alter ego has - a sport massage, a haircut, I shave and trim my nail. The meals, bedtimes and day activities are planned and enforced.
3. Get out my skin. This is a habit I borrowed from Agassi’s biography book. The morning of race day, I’ll finish my shower with a minute or so under burning hot water; I get out when I can’t tolerate it anymore and my skin is red hot. It’s easy to think you can endure pain, another thing is actually enduring it. This helps me put things in perspective (I never experienced any physical pain remotely close to the burning sensation of this shower), and frees me. It is like the hot water on my head and body peeled off the layer of my usual self, to expose the body of my alter ego. I then dress carefully, wearing my alter ego clothes and shoes.
4. Complete the transformation with my special token. To consciously complete my transformation, I take this last step of my ritual seriously. I breathe deeply, close my eyes and put on my special token: my Guinness World Record green band. It is a five dollars rubber band I got when I broke the GWR for 24 hours on treadmill, and to me it represents the courage of pursuing great dreams. I pause to acknowledge the action while my mind state transitions to that of my alter ego. From that moment on, I am the runner I want to be, first and foremost. Everything else is secondary. ​

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When I wear my band, it's GAME ON!

This is my ritual and I give it a great importance. I found it very effective for my mental preparation and to narrow my focus.

Others have their own other rituals and habits, it is certainly not that uncommon. I see this all the time, in fellow runners carrying small tokens in their running packs, motivational quotes or tattoos on their bodies. I see it in the day to day work-life with people wearing their best suits and dresses. You portrait an image outwards to potential customers, colleagues, the world but also inwards. 

I decide to step into my alter ego who is a phenomenal ultra runner who has trained hard and has no fear. This is extremely effective to get the best out of me during races, especially when my normal self is scared to fail. It helps me disassociate a little from whatever happens during the race, most notably the pain, the fears, the successes and failures. It doesn’t make it necessarily easier or less painful, but I know my second self, my alter ego, has all the potentials to pull it off. 

What if everyone strived to be more like their best alter egos, every day, in all aspects of our lives? 

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